unpredictable

Life Is Always Unpredictable

2011-03-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

Months had passed away.. And it had been a long time that I never come here and do blogging already.. Many many things had happened..Happy.. Sad.. Worry.. All bypassed during these period of time..

Well updated some news,

6/10/2010 - Official ROM with my Wife... (Milk Milk) hee hee
Aug till now - New job, New Life.. A New Chapter of my Life.

Ok well, what had happen in 2010.. had passed.. it had went into the History of Human Being.

11 March 2011 - Shocking New - Japan Earthquake and Tsunami
Really wake we.. as a human being up..
Thousands of dead boby had found..
Thousands of Japanese had lost their home..
3 nuclear plant had explode..

I had to stop here awhile.. putting my hand together..
And pray to the Mighty God..
Wish all those people who lost their home, their loved one.. will get back to life soon..
God will always stay beside them...

Truely understand life now..
Lastly,

I really wish.. my wife have a good health
And i just wanted to tell her,
Dear, there is nothing more important that you..
You are always my Ocean of the Heart..
I love you, I love our future..
May God will bless you..

What I call life...

2010-07-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

Life is always like that..

It give a minutes of happy
but
It will take 10minutes of unhappiness..

Now.. which way i should head to??

I been losting track for some times.. and i need to find it back

update....

2010-06-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

Time to update my blog...

wait my dear milk milk say i lazy... heehee

This time so good.. my dear dear.. only let me miss her 1 days onli haahaa
finally back after 24hrs..

Da Sao.. giving birth soon.. heehee.. aiya.. still can tahan few days la.

Althought dear is back.. but.. haiz.. we still cant sleep together in our cosy room..
got a bit not easy but,.. we still went through that right.. MILK!!!
miLK.. i really hope.. we can go through all the difficults and we will alway be lovely heehee

Ok.. i am back to work..
Milk.. love u

I am alone

2010-05-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

haiz.. today is a sad day again..
my dear dear need to go back tg balai again..
dear.. u know right now.. how much miss i had missed on you not

accompany dear for morning and pray my ah mu...
her 100 days.. so fast 100 days over liao..

then accompany dear go HF.. too bad and sad..
cos of work cant go with her.. cant send her.. haiz

tml still got 2 big event for me to go.. haiz..

dear.. u must take care ok...
i so worry mosqitoes bite u .
i so worry the electrica go off and u r hot..
i so worry that the weather is too hot for u..

Dear.. I miss u

Engaged

2010-05-23T07:54:00.000-07:00

I had official engaged
to
Miss Huang Jing Wen liao...
heehee
milk milk
i love u

so busy .........

2010-05-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

haiz.. dear must wonder why i so long never update blog liao hor..
suddenly so busy at work.. since ryan left us.. alot events come out.
especially yesterday..
already busy yet.. got a china worker wan to do something funny,
accident just outside our office sia.. the whole back of the van.. is in mess sia
anyway no injured.. ah huat also inside haa haa he kana scare sia heehee
but my poor china driver... 4 days mc!!!!!!! i cant believe sia
later then found out he struck toto sia.......
no wonder la haa haa
33hr to tuesday 18/05... cos going to balai find dear
bought the ferry today liao.. haa haa scare no ticket ma
nearly had a fight with dear.. cos i dun unerstand what chocolate shop she wan
aiya.. the coco tree la. haiz say early ma heehee

ok update some other time ba.. hee hee

Tanjong Balai Karimun - Day 2 - Write up

2010-05-10T19:21:00.000-07:00

30th April 2010

Day 2 - Tg Balai

*hee hee i think dear keep looking my blog.. wonder why i update..**

Had a wonderful sleep.. which let me waked up at 10.30am..

really no chance to sleep until this hours when in singapore..

sms dear.. wonder she wake up or not.. haa haa oh ya she also waked up lor.

me faster take a bath.. tidy the room.. ask her whether i go front or back..

but dunno what she say so i wait.. finally she come fetch me haahaa i still watching tv sia

Let me see.. what for today breakfast........ OMG is bak kuk Teh!!!!!!!!!

Let me tell you.. this is something special.. the soup is dark in colour.

There is no strong pepper taste.. maybe this is call original ba.. heehee..

wow.. there alot things inside.. got intestine.. meat... OMG again.. i found something,

this thing no longer can found selling in singapore.. something like tofu.. but red colour..

pig blood tofu!!!!!!!!!!!! damn nice... so LON.....................g no eat this thing liao..

i wonder singapore youngest know how to eat or not sia...

well.. dear pour for me a cup of mum's homemade coffee........

omg...omg.. again... really long time n drink so nice coffee...

dear's mum is the best... oops.. i saw 2 bottle of soya bean water on table..

hee hee i ask myself.. is that for me.. YES!!! It is babe!!!!

sorry dearstop a while here late then carry on k..

Tanjong Balai Karimun - Day 2

2010-05-08T01:22:00.000-07:00

Well.. actually wan to update something yesterday..
but me sit and see.. sit and see....
suddenly i got this feeling.....

Alot people actually dunno where is Tg Balai.....
Maybe i should not update what i happen there...
ar...i should intro to u pple what and where is Tg Balai ba..

Let me start with this....

Tg Balai Karimun... Is an island belong to indonesia...
Haven a population of abt 200,000 people there
main transport there.. motorbike.. car.. not so much.
weather.. Hot... and sunny.. not often rain..

One thing i must say... the electricity there KEEP ON stopping..
I not sure why the government never do anything to that?/
It make the weather more hot..
maybe this is a way to let people save electricity ba
Water.. still ok la cos can keep ma...

3 main road access in island.... so no problem b.. no need GPS too

Well food there are damn nice...
alot things that cant find in singapore...
even you can find... u cant get the same taste as tg balai
ingredents all diiferent one.

well i stop awhile here later at night i will update more

Tanjong Balai Karimun

2010-05-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

29th April 2010 - Thursday

-Introduction-

Is a very last minutes decision to go back to Dear home...
faster rush finsh work..
then meet dear at Harbourfront to catch last ferry at 6.30pm

Actually i can say that is my first offical trip back dear home,
My mom keep worry about me.. haa haa
worry me.. that i must behave and dont make myself a fool in front of dear's parents
and keep remind me that my hair look like puppy.. haa haa must comb up..
i think dear also agree ba.. right??

well.. meet dear 5.20pm.. me all the way use run one sia..
then dear call and ask me buy starbuck...
finally meet dear... then changed...
meet a funny uncle in toilet.. ask me funny questions..
siao siao one.. anyway i also answer siao siao answer hahaha

last call to mom and sis... mom so worry me no bath sia...
and make report to NS Call centre

6.15pm-Harbour Front Cenre

Finally ferry slip off.. heading to Tg Balai liao.. haa ha
Tg Balai.. i coming....

Ferry is a bit slow... take nearly 2 hours to reach..
Inside ferry chat abit with dear.. then eat then sleep...
Nothing to do liao..

8.10pm - Tg Balai karimun

Quite familar place.. got come 1 day before with dear and zai hui ma..
Feel so fed up with the stupid custom sia..
wan to ask question... pls la ask in a proper manner la

Dear's brother drive car and come pick us up... wait a while then he come
load up.. and head back to dear home. ha ha ha this time me stay at dear home le
can try the feel of big family liao haahaaa

Reach dear's home liao.. hee hee so many people sia.. me shy liao
Me will share room with his brother.. ah wei.. haahaa
WOW... eat the fried black noodle.... SO NICE!!!!!!
and dear mom keep me bottle of...
HOMEMADE SOYA BEAN... That the most nice i had ever drink le

Oh shit... i start to feel there is mosqitoes flying around my leg liao haahaa
Eat finish liao... thn unpack abit.. then chat inside the shop...
then ah wei back home liao... dear ask me follow ah wei go sleep liao
ok me.. sleep liao.. soo nice got air con...
lucky no cut electric le.. haahaa

ok that all for 29th april... will carry on tml dear... heehee
i think dear need at least 10 min to read ba.. such a long posting
haa haa haa

I am back from Tg Balai Karimun

2010-05-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

finally back to singapore..
6 days there.. dont really miss singapore..
ar.. got la.. miss the pokka black current lor.. heehee

BUT back to Sg for 1 day.. I miss Tg Balai liao..
well let me have sometime and i will tell you all my experience at there..

And dear.. i will keep you busy by reading my blog..

too bad cant update now.. cos got to go run event first k....

Happy Birthday to Me- Dennis Chua

2010-04-22T08:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me...
Happy Birthday to me....
Happy Birthday... to.. Dennis Chua.. hahhahaah
Happy Birthday to ... ME!!!!

YES.. 22 april.. is my Birthday...

I hate PEOPLE who try to be FUNNY with me

2010-04-12T19:15:00.001-07:00

M.C for the past few days..

Someone did warn me.. careful on the blog and facebook...

Ya I did update somethings that i have done..

N.B !! C.B!! SO WHAT!!!!!

I KNOW YOU ARE READING MY BLOG NOW!!!!!

C.B.. WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ON ME!!!

I am strong enough to walk while falling sick.. cannot ah?

Which doctor will so stupid to give me 4 days M.C if I not sick?

Come on la.. SAME doctor k.........

HEY.. YOU READ CAREFULLY K....

I MIGHT LOOK OK ON THIS SIDE.. BUT.. IF YOU PUSH ME TO THE END

YOU WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!

DARE.. COME TRY.. I SWEAR TO THE MIGHTY GOD!!!!!

boring day!!!

2010-04-11T18:43:00.000-07:00

what a boring day in office again.. sian sia...

whole office no pple.. chris no here.. johnny.. haven see him.. and ryan.. maybe still sleeping
facing 2 old man here so.. BORED!!!!!!!!
Stupid SOP.. short one keep chasing me.. he think SOP so easy do meh..
SOP le.. so many things to be record and process... sia

6th April 2010

2010-04-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

6th April 2010

Dear IS BACK to Singapore!!!!!!!

Dear.. finally is back.. ha ha ha
after so much so.. of misses i had.. finally.. got to see her...
wake up 7.30am.. tidy the room.. mop floor sia..
then quickly service the car at 9am.. clean up.. heehee
GPS also got update new map... then head up to LTA..

Oh ya.. everything is done.. and dash to fetch Elsye to fetch dear liao
Reach harbourfront... 1.30pm.. sms dear.. omg.. still need half hour sia

wait.... finally see dear.. heart is so so so so so so happy sia...

Ok.. to all people...
Today my time is all for ... my dear..
sorry!!!!

Happy Birthday...

2010-04-05T12:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Qi Yang!!!

heeheee my 2nd sis's son..... birthday...
04/04/2010..

Haiz.. miss my 4D 3rd.. I nuy 1043.. open 1044.. oh.. my god.. haahaa

Qing Ming Jie

2010-04-04T08:42:00.001-07:00

Qing Ming Jie

28/03/2010
So fast.. Qing ming liao.. Same as last year, go for for my grandmother(mom's) one first.
Suppose to meet at 1pm.. but last min change to 12.30pm.. rush to my sis house and pick them up. So.. see 3gu, 3kim, 3yi, ah xiong, ah heng, and etc la.. so many pple cant name all out lor.
my side only my sis, jie fu, me and the two kids lor. Ya. so long never seen my grandmother liao.
funny thing, 3kim forget burn kim zhua to burn got pei gong... then go there buy from other pple sia. Think 3gu there all seldom go hill pray ba.. grandmother is the first lor. The hill there quite small space for tomb.. but 3kim they all buy alot things.
AH MA.. We come pray for u and burn so many money to u.. PLEASE!! Let us HUAT AH!!!!!!!
Pray and back ard 2plus. The weather is so hot. got sunburn sia.

03/04/2010
Go pray at 5.30am.
This this is my Ah gong Ah ma one.
So dark and i am the lead car to go sia.. reach there liao.. i nearly missed the path.
haahaa lucky sis there early. Finally Found...
Go to find my ah gong tomb... alway will remember 1362. For the past 27 years we had come to the tomb. Bring a bottle of water and clean cloth to clean the tomb.. Ah gong.. ah gong.. i no imagine liao. It had been long liao.
Ah Gong.. Boa Bi hor.. HUAT AH.. heheeee
sat sun 4D first prize.. 1362 hor.

Then process to my Ah ma one.
2 junction away onli. easy to find. Path 14.. 505. So easy to locate it. Same me clean up the tomb lor. haiz.. i suddenly remember how ah ma take care of me. ah ma.. u r alway my best ah ma lor. i remember when i small ah ma alway sunday bring me go eat breakfast one. Ah ma.. u must bless us ok..
Ah ma to me.. i got alot memories lor.
i alway follow ah ma go downstair chat wif those aunty and ah mas one.. so everyone know me downstair. hehehe and ah ma alway will cook for me.
I mISS my AH MA.. I miss ah ma make ba zhang... I miss AH ma cook noodle..
Ah ma.. I miss u..
AH ma left us when i 12 year. and now.. already 17 yrs liao..
Ah ma.. Ah gong.. you all will alway being remember by Us....

I am sorry for how i behave the past few days

2010-04-02T22:47:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for how i behave for the past few days

To you,

I am really SORRY (I think you dont really wan to see this word, but i mean for it).
For how i behave, and i know that its always irritated you.
I always will give you the reason i miss you ba and you had hear till rotten ba.
Missing you might be reason but inside my heart i know what going on.

I done a reflection of myself. I had found out why.
I know what it mean by LOVE.
Anyway thanks for you making me realise of that.
I alway dont realise it and it is my bad point too.

You asked me, what i understand,
well, Dear, I had understand this,

To love is to,
Understand,
Respect,
Not to be selfish,
Making happiness,
Caring,
And to brighten the days of the loved one.

Dear,
I cant say i promise you, cos i did promise you alot things liao.

I can only say, i have determine to change my old ways.
Not for you only and for myself too.

I only hope you can believe in me and give me chances and guide me along
through the learning process.

Lastly, I hereby telling you this one last time,

I WILL LISTEN TO YOU,
NOT NOW, NOT LATER BUT FOREVERY

The Days without You - Day 9

2010-04-01T20:17:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 9

Dear, i cant express out.. i been thinking of you..

Got my power cord liao.. can charge up liao.. heehee
Got to go funeral with my mom 1st....

The Days without You - Day 8

2010-04-01T20:16:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 8

Hiaz.. cant update till today.. get someone buy powercord for me liao..
tonight or tml will charge up.. hehee

Dear still at malaysia with mom..

The Days without You - Day 7

2010-04-01T20:14:00.001-07:00

The Days without you - Day 7

Laptop down still down... NO ONE want to lent me POWER CORD!!!!!

Dear go Malaysia with mom...

The Days without You - Day 6

2010-04-01T20:12:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 6

Dear, i miss you since day 1..
Cant update blog till now.. cos LAPTOP Down!!!!
I power cord cost my $85.. really POWER!!

The Days without You - Day 5

2010-03-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 5

so fast coming to 5th day liao...
all the misses to you.. wonder you can feel it over there?

Today workplace there.. level 2 got fire.. the all the lift cant used sia..
shit.. i climb down 5 level.. then walk up 5 level again.. tired sia

gone to JB watson.. bought the cleanser and black head cream..

Back home.. sis come my house..
mei mei call dear.. hahaaa dear u can understand meimei say what not
she wan u buy sweet sweet de pu dao kan.. black colour. then box red one.

Finally clear up my room..
hahaha 9 big bag of rubbish to try again..
siao le.. all the way i keeping so many no use thing sia

Dear internet keep lagging.. sms also..
stupid electric there keep offing..
dear.. if i can i sure built a power house for u.. heheee

tml got to sweep tomb for my grand ma.. 12pm go.
wa. damn hot le. hehhehe
.................

ok la.. dear enjoy ur day ok.. love you..

The Days without You - Day 4

2010-03-26T07:57:00.001-07:00

The Days without you - Day 4

Before I start anything here.. i must...
Wish my Dear..
Happy 1st Week Old for our relationship hehehee

Dear.. I cant help myself with the misses i had on you...

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Times flies.. we had been 1 week liao..
ya sorry at times i might be naught and bu ting hua..
but.. hehhehee u shld know ba.. i so home alone sia

@work..
Damn.. angry wif pple who irresponsible in his action...

Go westmall cyberactive.. look for my laptop power cord...
wow siao bo. $85.. more expensive than a battery sia
never mind.. tml go sim lin and see lor... haahaa

Wait for dear to reply sms.. but cant get her.. mmm...
let me call her ba.. heehee wan to wish her.. 1 week ma hahaa

ok.. i chatting with dear now....
hehehee

i am tired now

2010-03-25T11:53:00.000-07:00

gone for 2nd trip of jogging... shiok sia.. relax run.. haahaa
just bath out.. hot water bath haahaa....

sorry le.. i make all the stupid things out and let u angry..
i will control my feeling one.. heeheee

k.. i wan to sleep liao.. good night

I am wrong

2010-03-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

Dear.. sorry.. i know what u mean.. i will follow ur ways

The Days without You - Day 3

2010-03-25T06:19:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 3

Before i start today blog, I got some message for you,

To You,

Sorry, i might make you angry in the late afternoon...
but i will not do it again.. and i know life there is difficult for you,
no electric.. no power.. i feel so heart pain for you too..

I miss you, I really miss you... i got no word to use for the misses i had for you
How i wish i can get you.. to be by my side.. dear..

Dear.. actually feel so touch on your comments at facebook..
Cooking you a meal is easy.. but the meaning for me to express to you is hard...
I want to let you know.. you are most welcome in my family..

No matter what happen to you....
Nothing will change my love for you...
I want to dote you.. Love you.. Care you.....

I promise you.. what you get might not be the best from the world..
but what i had given you will always be my best of it.....

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Continue......

After we go to the beach.. we head to padimas.. .. sort of shopping centre there
surprise... see sheng siong plastic bags there?? So is padimas.. under Sheng siong???
Bought alot alot things there.. C1000, maggi mee.., tibits... chilli Sauce (must buy).. wash cloth nice smell one.. hahahaha alot alot.. hehehee

We head to Jumbo for lunch.. too bad.. not open.. heehee
head back to dear home.. for lunch.. thought got salted rice to eat sia.. hehehe
again.. so many so many good foods...
Satay.. hor fun.. mee soup... gado gado.. all so nice.. and last dish is asam fish.. soft bone one..
so many so many so many good food.. sia.. how to diet hor..

after lunch.. intend to bath.. dear get me a towel. and few cloths.. wa lau.. i too fat cant wear sia
shit.. I wan to diet diet diet.. at least before i diet.. i already eat good food at dear there liao
hahahhaah die also no regard liao hor..
bath liao.. then dear go help us buy ferry ticket.. 5.20pm depart.. haiz.. it knock my heart that
i had to go back singapore liao.. cant accompany dear liao...

Before go back.. dear's father help me to rub hand...
i must comments... Father... Your SKILL is super super POWER sia..
so pain.. but i can feel its work lor..
till now.. not pain liao .. and hand more comfortable liao le..

Dear fetch me to jetty.. hehehee dear riding skill so good sia.. power also..
but dont ride so fast hor..
now i know why when i drive fast dear will always say me liao..
heheehehhe ... i will drive slow slow k..

Cant bear to leave balai.. haiz.. but also got to go back..
happy days will alway.. will come to end one....
Check in.. the wait for ferry come..

Suddenly my heart feel that....
Dear.. Thanks for the taking care of us during our stay there....
I really enjoy myself there... really.......

The Days without You - Day 2

2010-03-24T08:59:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 2

Before I start.. i must comment on this....................

I DONT LIKE TO BE ALONE.. AND DONT LET ME TO BE SO LONELY..
HOME ALONE??????????

ok.. well.. carry on where i stop?? if not you people reading.. not boring i will carry on here
ok?? hehehehee

Wake up 8.30am.. bath.. then go for hotel breakfast... hehehee
still thought will have alot good food.. OMG...
only fried rice.. fried bee hoon.. spring roll.. chicken.. bread.. then nothing liao
3star hotel.. haiz.. miss bangkok.. eastin hotel sia.. hahahahaa

then dear. bring us to.. see waterfall..i think that place called,
Taman Wisata Air Terjun Desan Pongkar.
nice view.. but not really a big waterfall.. but.. see enough for me. cos i nv see before ma
hehheheee
take a few picture there.. but oops.. must get permission first then can post here ok..
hehehee so .. can post now???
climb all the way to the top.. heeheee i am the first to reach ok hahahaha
well still can get used to the mosqitoes.. cos i been BMT before ma..
poor zh.. kena.. bite so many sia..
on the way down... dear buy me a ... koropok.. with chilli..
that one.. DAMN NICE le.. especially the chilli sauce..
then drink a coconut.. then we head to another place...

Reach a seaside.. but dunno that one call what.. i know before got in..
must pay 7000rp le.. heehheee
beach is nice.. but hor.. i think raining in the morning ba.. water abit muddy le..
took pictures there.. too bad.. hp... low battery sia.. got to use dear hp liao..

ok well.. let me.. put a stop here.. tml then update ok.. wait got people fall asleep liao lor

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To you,

I really hate to be alone sia.. boring.. and cant even get pple to chat.. haiz...
But u alway come in time for me. thanks lor
but......... nothing..

sms u.. abit expensive... so how?? i sms u starhub lor..
i really miss you lor...
you should know and feel that right??

Hope can see you soon.. back here k..

The Days without You - Day 1

2010-03-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

The Days without you - Day 1

Ooopss.. when u see this.. that mean.. heehee
my dear.. back home again lor.. right..

Ya continue my story last night first....

upon reaching dear home.. saw her dad and mom.. brothers.. wwwooowww
they all are so friendly sia.. hahaaa
wonder.. when can i greet them.. as.. father mother.. haahaa

dear bought us.. char kweo teo.. carrot cake.. Mutabak(pancake)
wow.. all the great food... yummy.. babe..

after that.. check it hotel.. siao liao forget what name..
i think only 3 star ba.. actually me prefer stay dear home lor..

then.. poor dear dear.. got to use motor bike.. fetch us to pasar malan..
3 trip sia.. heehee.. oh ya forget mention.. introduce.. dear cousin.. Ai Mei..
She ah.. they say she look like yang cheng ling.. but i think more like le yao lor..
anyway.. aiya pretty sia. but not as pretty as my dear.. shy liao hor.. hehehee

then bought toothbrush.. toothpaste.. soap.. shampoo..
see this.. ayam penpen.. something like tat. is like fish cake then inside got egg one.
it must go with a sauce...

back hotel.. eat.. then bath.. then go 7th floor play pool..
play awhile.. dear.. go back with aimei liao..
later me and zh also go back room sleep too...

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For You,

Well.. 1st day.. of cos start to miss you liao..
so get used to the days when we are together liao..
suddenly u not around me.. me so.. helpless le..
but well.. i will promise you.. i will slim down....
diet diet diet diet...

update you next blog... k.. miss you....

back from a short holiday..

2010-03-23T09:10:00.000-07:00

last min... decide.. go for a short trip to dear.. home....
Tanjong Balai... I coming...

Siao.. forget my passport left 5 month 2 weeks...
but still try to buy ticket and go lor.. try luck lor..

ferry.. abt 1hr 45 mins.. cool man!!!!!
at back of the deck talking to zh and let the wind blow.., shiok sia
then later accompany dear... and dear really teach me a thing...

Dont say things behind people, you dont know who is saying bad thing behind you too.
Got krama one lor.. hehehehee

Reach.. Balai liao.. siao la.. really got hold be the immigrate...
wa lao.. ask me sleep at ship.. siao bo..
corrupt people.., their eyes onli waiting for... $$$$ lor....
lucky sia.. my dear really powerful le.. can manage to get me out
without paying a cent...

Dear.. thumb up for you.. that why i say without u, dear, i will die sia
hehehehehe

Reach.. dear home.. put all the bag.. then go eat..
eat at dear back of the house..
so nice sia...............................................

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ok la. continue at next posting..
wait u all read till sleepy sia...........................................

Surprise

2010-03-20T11:52:00.001-07:00

just back from family BBQ.. oooooo.. indeed a "lavish" bbq sia...
organised by my san gu's family...
WOW.. really.. good dinner..... maybe i can graded this as a $100 per person menu ba.. LOL
Roast Pig on the spot... wow.. too bad i cant eat much.. hheehee
eat too much dear.. not happy cos cant diet..
oh ya.. dear go with me.. hahaaa people start asking her where she from..
and she talk to my san gu.. things that i also dun understand..
ok.. well back to the menu,
got roasted pig.. Cold crab.. BBQ crab.. Big prawn.. pork meat.. Cray fish.. hotdog.. otah..
salad bar.. 7 kinds of dessert... i like the trapioca one.. BEST sia..
eat till full full ah.. hehehehe
sit at the swing with dear.. oh... no make me giddy sia hahahahaaa

back home... blog.. sleep liao hehheheheehehe

tired..... just finish jogging

2010-03-17T13:46:00.000-07:00

ooooOOoooooo.... so tired now.. leg soft liao heehee
just came back from a 30mins of jogging...
so long no jogging liao.. 30mins.. heheee ok la.. no problem..
anyway slow jog ma.. hehehehee

just finish mediacorp event.. Radio Award 2010..
ar... got alot memories when doing event there..
cos when me at lavish.. i do alot time there liao..
well.. indeed miss those times too

ok.. want to go sleep liao.. siao 5am liao
left 3 hour lor....
good night dear.. dear.. i got jogging today hehehee

2nd day of enjoyment...

2010-03-11T02:32:00.000-08:00

yahoo...... nice break time hahahaa
actually nothing to do at JB... but at least is a nice breaktime for me..
No stress... No work.. No need to office hahhaahahaha

well.. enjoy a good american breakfast.. shiok shiok le..
then changed room.. wow this room is damn big sia hahahahaa
if i know earlier i change yesterday liao..
haiz...

Went back to Singapore pick elyse up.. too bad zai hui not joining.. haiz..
bangkok trip---- POSTPONE lor..
stupid pple.. riot for WHAT sia..
BKK i coming in a later time.. wait for me..,

Actually juz back for a swim at New york hotel..
So cold.. dear.. and elsye bathing.. i alone.. let air con blow...
so jealous.. elsye got chance to bath with my dear.. hehehehe
siao liao.. dear see liao i sure kena beaten by her hahahahaha

malaysia - JB

2010-03-10T17:20:00.000-08:00

yuppi.... with my dear.. at malaysia now.. HOLIDAY.. enjoy lor.

yesterday.. busy day.. early in 5am go airport fetch jiangfeng.. reach 6am..
then saw him out at 6.25am.. then all the way back to lavish office...

then help me sis till 12 plus..

head home... wanna to sleep.. but.. oops.. cant.. sleep hehehee
fold back cloth for dear.. then pack my luggage to malaysia.. hehehee

then fetch dear.. at 3.45pm... to indo embassy first..
yuppi.. Malaysia.. i coming..

Check in New York Hotel... Oopss.. i not at New york.. I at JB new york hotel hhehehehee..

Firstly.. enjoy a Nasi Goreng Kumpong.... NICE one sia.. heheheee
Head to Holiday Plaza.. hahaaa again buy alot alot things again
dinner??? 2 Ba zhang... hahaha got myself a extra one.. dear juz eat normal one
then back to hotel... then wash car.. eat le le chuan hahahaa

Ooopss.. Dear.. Sorry about last night.. cos i dont mean to make u angry
Cos i thinking weather wan to go not..
Sorry Dear.... Sorry Pls. ok hehehee

Siao... i must stop my dear here or pple will complain i too much dear here and there liao
hahahaahha LOL

To my Dear....

2010-03-09T10:23:00.000-08:00

To my Dear...

Nothing got to change my love for you...

I will change to a better person.. to what you are expected from me..

I know you care for me too...

Dear........

I will promise you... from today onwards.. i will take good care of you...

I will love you and care for you.. and take up all responsibilities for you...

Dear.. let me share the burden with you..

I love you..... Dear....... I will change for you..

And nothing.. will change my love for you....

update

2010-03-09T09:59:00.000-08:00

about 2 week never update blog liao.. this month alots thing happen...
first, my aunt pass away..
then follow by last wednesday.. my da jiu passed away..
i keep asking myself.. how can a life so early ended??
haiz.. human being..

so long never update blog.. dear ask me if cant slp then come update..
so i trying to update 2 weeks things lor..

since dear come back on chu shi.. ar... so happy to see her..
to teasure.. every mins.. every secs with her..
go loyang with dear.. buy a key chain and a rice....

then had been watching.. 4 movie liao..
Fu xing dao.. Zhou ren.. Hua tian xi shi.. 72 tenats...
all funny show.. laugh till crazy sia..
and also first time with dear watch movie.. SO HAPPY le.. hehehehee

Dear last night ask me alot questions...
whether i can change or not.. cos she cant stand me ego..
haiz.. is my ego so BAD???
Dear.. i already tone down.. and i wan to change..
Dear.. i love you.. i will cut off my ego one..

Today work at BMw.. so tired... 300 pax.. full chinaware..
help to clear.. then let.. ryan unpack..
think time for him to do something ba..
cos i alway get so MUCH shit one.. not fr ryan.. but from the management....

5.30am got to go fetch jian feng.. and i tell dear.. no need to with..
dear.. u r tired.. u go sleep ok

ok la.. i got to hang dear cloth now....

The Days without You - Day 7

2010-02-22T10:03:00.000-08:00

The Days without you - Day 7

Lunar Chinese New Year - Day 5

1 week liao lor.. since you back home..
Tell you i dont miss you is i bluff you...
I MISS YOU

Last night so tired.. after clear liao almost 11 plus liao lor..
Do the last praying for my aunt.. then wan to go back liao..
cant sleep too.. haiz..

You,?? i bet you are alseep now.. heheee

To you,
Hope you can enjoy the whole week for Chinese New Year....
Gong xi...

The Days without You - Day 6

2010-02-22T09:55:00.001-08:00

The Days without You - Day 6

Lunar Chinese New Year Day 4

... already 6 days never got to see you..
i never bluff you i really miss you....

2nd day of my aunt funeral... got to help out quite alot of things..
Helping my cousin.. to prepare dinner..
cater for 10 tables.. i found out the price that he charge..
OMG $40 for a table.. SO Cheap.. where can find???

Anyway.. i here by..
Thanks all the people for helping and understand throughout the whole funeral..
Thanks You Everyone.. Fr: Dennis Chua

Nowadays.. Funeral really had.. changed.. till so simple liao..

To you,
Althought this few days you not around and i been missing you..
i rather u enjoy at ur home before coming back lor...

Eh.. Dear... I really Miss you..

I Love you.. i promise.. no matter where i will take care of you

The Days without You - Day 5

2010-02-17T07:45:00.000-08:00

The Days withyou You - Day 5

Lunar Chinese New Year - Day 3

~~ Life is Unpredict.. May god bring my aunt to a mighty place ~~

Event at No.1 Wilby Road... All stall concept..
Do finish set up.. stay awhile.. then plan going back help up at funeral..
Then 2.30pm.. got a irritating call from Johnny.. our Sales staff.....
He dare to say and ask me.. why never station at event...
NB... CB one.. my part time tell him i go attend funeral..
He CB.. still dare to expect me go back....
Eh... YOU BETTER KNOW WHERE YOU STAND.. DONT CROSS OVER THE LINE...
I not the person.. EASY TO HANDLE one.. ok.. u can try..
I make sure.. all your event turn upside down....

Sorry.. i long time never temper up liao..

To you,
Sorry for temper.. turn so hot.. cos i cant stand it..

First Time you are away from me so long....
It had been 5 days liao lor..
Thinking of you.. is a suffer..
Missing of you.. is a torture...
so.. you will not bear to see me.. suffer and torture right...
hehehehehe

Sometimes.. i am scare of losing you and dont have you around me..
Siao .. what wrong with me??
Seem like no confidence again???

No.. i not no confidence.. but..
haiz.. sometime you cant understand.. i also cant understand
But at least i am trying my vbest liao lor...

To yOu...

I really Miss you!!!!

The Days without You - Day 4

2010-02-15T12:07:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 4

Lunar Chinese New Year.. Day 2

Last day of SMART project... last 1659 packs to go...

Some many misses for you.. Do you feel that????
But i would rather.. you ..to spend a few good days at your home..
Just let me miss you ba.. maybe this is a way to show that i am serious in you..

I dont expect alot.. from you.. not even a chance for having you...
but i expect myself to give you my very best of care and concern to you..

I think.. I might have a lesser chances..
but
i can confidence enough to tell you that i am serious enough for you
i will show you my care.. i will have the same care for you...
not only now...
not only 10 years times
not only 20 years times..
but
Forever and.. endless....

*****************************************************************

Went to loyang toa pei gong temple..
Really Hope Might god.. can bless you from times to times.....

*****************************************************************

2.25am,
Received a bad new....
my aunty had passed away soundly......

The Days without You - Day 3

2010-02-15T09:26:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 3

"Gong Xi Fa Cai" - **HUAT ARH**

Lunar Year Day 1.. Chu Yi.. Zhen Yue...

Still busy of SMART project.. busy tau pao.. 1600packs.

Go temple.. with mom and dad...
Pray... nothing to pray for myself.. but for you..
Hope all the mighty god.. can bless you..
blessing you.. having a smooth year.. without any hip up..
blessing you.. for all the good luck and.. wish you can excel...
Lastly.. no need bless me.. give all my bless to you..

Good Luck.. to you.. Huat Arh.... Huat arh.. Huat Arh.........

Happy Valentine Day too...

Hope.. soon i will get a chance to take care of you forever..
nothing to really memtion but to tell you,
nothing what.. i willingly to do for you and,
i will take care of you and dote you forever..

I love you...... I miss you

The Days without You - Day 2

2010-02-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

The Days without You -Day 2

Chinese New Year Eve

Really happy actually cos to got you reply and SMS...
And also your call.. heehee cos first time you call me when u at home..

Busy with SMRT project.....

Back home eat dinner...
Actually not much mood here for Chinese New Year..
All the way watch Tv.. and waiting to pray at 12am..

And so glad to have you accompany me thru SMS..
Thanks.....

12am struck.. Happy Chinese New Year to you..
Gong Xi Fa Cai...
HUAT ah....

12.35am... tired.. go sleep liao...
I miss you.. my dear....

The Days without You - Day 1

2010-02-12T09:29:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 1

Chinese New Year countdown - 2days

12.05pm.. last moment i see you...
My heart countless of unbearable...
Cause.. countless of misses will come by soon.....

Anyway quite happy to actually got your SMS...
It cure me.. cure me of thinking of you...
Having you around me.. is getting used to it..
without you around me... is not get use of it..

Really hope you can enjoy at your home...
Be happy always.. and don't let worry be with you

I miss you!!!!!

missing you so much...

2010-02-09T00:54:00.000-08:00

i will be missing you.. while you not around....

will it be any solotion to it???

heehee i guess no.. but...

to carry on missing you lor...

Happy Birthday...

2010-02-05T23:12:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday
to..
Mr Tan....
Zai Hui !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oops... i am tired!!

2010-02-05T10:57:00.000-08:00

oopss.. just finish jogging.. hahaa i can only run 2.4km
so tired liao lor...

i cant figure out what am i thinking now..

Happiness???
Sadness???

I wish i can bring you all the happiness that you can have...

I really.... do.. make u as part of my life...

L
o
v
e

u

what am i suppose to do??

2010-02-01T06:57:00.000-08:00

what am i suppose to do???

I am confuse.. thinking and thinking..
but i couldn't get an answer for myself!
am i too unless?? or am i over power??

To you,

Sorry, I am not trying to control you or what..
but i just hope that you could able understand
what i trying to do for you.
i only hope that.. u can able to take good care of you
and provide the best of i can do for you.

I will not comment much next time,
if you do understand and accecpt it.
i just.... hope.. ba..

anyway i believe this,

As long you are happy.. i am glad to be by ur side

*love you..

痴心是什麼？

2010-01-27T20:21:00.000-08:00

痴心是什麼？
是愛一個人不求回報,
還是愛一個人到
失去感覺的地步.
最後一次的疼愛
也是'放開手
當痴心再怎麼也挽不回你愛的人
選擇放開手是唯一的安慰
為了你勇敢地去愛
最後只有眼淚懂自己的心情
但是愛是最美麗的也是最殘酷的

virus attack...

2010-01-26T07:48:00.000-08:00

virus attack me..
down with flu

finally i fall sick liao.. heheee
sleepless night for 1 whole week liao
i think i sleep less than 24 hr for 1 week sia

to you....
I MISS YOU!!!!!
dunno u miss me not.. heheehee

you are back, I am strong

2010-01-25T09:47:00.000-08:00

feeling terrible now....
flu liao siao.. sore throat.. haiz...

but i will always be strong...

actually feel very happy to see you...
but
i just cant express out my happiness..

i got a strange feeling....
i think... i better dont feel too much..
wait feel wrongly again,, haahaa

ya.. maybe i think too much..
when especially i lack of sleep

anyway.. stand strong.. be strong..
nothing can stand in my way...

The Days without You - Day 3

2010-01-24T06:45:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 3

Life is always an incomplete sentence.......
There will alway be , ! ? . haahaa
, = should it whether to be continue??
! = should it whether can be continue??
?- should it whether be it to continue??
. = should it whethere want continue??

confused.. confused.. confused...

since last wed till now.. sleep less that 12 hrs liao..
last night also never sleep.. haiz..
that why i think best way to torture is to be sleepless...
but dont get me wrong.. i got no time to sleep haahaa

maybe can you get me a answer???
i alway think to myself..
Yes, you are worth for me to wait...
but...
我发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

Love.. consisits
Care
Concern
Endure
Respect
Trust
Understanding

which one I had miss out????? Soul Searching one..

You coming back.. and missing bypass soon..

I am powerless liao.. maybe i tired..
Alot things i wish i can do for you..
but i dont have the chance..

But... But...
i will wait.. cos u worth me take care of you...

*i might end the online dairy liao..
i just feel that no matter how much miss i have tell you..
it all are in words only..
i will like to let you see the action and let u know the missed i had on you.

The Days without You - Day 2

2010-01-23T18:53:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 2

all the fun.. laughter.. enjoyment.. nice one!!

wake up by Ryan call.. again..
meet him for breakfast at my hse.. suprise see elyse..
she service staff at hillvista la.. haahaaa

runing around with him..
running shoe come liao.. must start to run tonight lor.. heehee

To you...
wish ur 4D come down first prize lor.. HUAT A!!!!!!!!

missed?? maybe this miss had become a wish.. or a ...
let me see what word i should use...
A PRAY!! Ya.. Pray that you are safe and enjoying.
Haa HAaa haa

Picture on gong teck

2010-01-22T12:30:00.001-08:00

The Days without You - Day 1

2010-01-22T12:22:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 1

Once again.. you had left me alone here.....
You got more important things to do..
Congrat to your family....

This few days busy about grand ma's "gong teck"
3 days.. only sleep 5hrs.. oops.. i'm tired sia

The gong teck cost 30k.. paper hse.. 12K.. wow.. so much sia
40ft base.. 28ft tall haaha... think s'pore is the biggest liao...

Anyway.. cememony is over liao.. HUAT AH!!! HUAT AH!! HUAT AH!!!

I'm sitting here.. with empty minded

But at least my mind is full of all misses.. for you...

i miss you...

life is alway like that.. when you not around..
there alway a special miss of you.. haahaa

well.. enjoy yourself there.. take a break ok..

i am hungry

2010-01-20T08:38:00.000-08:00

i am super hungry.. i really didnt eat for whole day.. since.. morning..
help
me
haahaa

life bad

2010-01-20T08:11:00.000-08:00

this 2 two days will busy for my grandma.. gong ti.. hahaa
is sort of.. grouping all the death pple together one lor
headache with all the aunty sia

to me....
i really dun understand something..
why i cant let pple know i know u??
ar.. am i jian bu de guang or.. degrace???

anyway.. i dont think too much la..
u got ur reason.. and i promise u
i listen to u alway liao

HEad very pain now
haiz

on leave

2010-01-18T07:23:00.001-08:00

first day of the leave....

great day in malaysia JB.. heehee
no matter how u shop.. haahaa i not tired one..
you know.. is so lucky to accompany the loved one sia..
haahhaaa

anyway.. got enjoy a foot massage.. well cheap.. 40rm only

i had slept last night

2010-01-17T17:08:00.000-08:00

finally i fall asleep ard 2 plus.. haahaa..
but.. got wake up by a stupid call...
call fr mr ryan toh.. ask me go breakfast...
crazy sia...

still awake

2010-01-16T11:20:00.000-08:00

oh no.... i still awake.. how???

The Days without You - Day 2

2010-01-16T10:28:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 2

Days after days....
Times after times....

It seem like so.. many days no see you liao..
is true from my botttom of my heart...
i had been missing you..

On Board Performace Peak today...
Shit.. i thought i from Navy 195 Sqn.. wouldn't seasick sia..
but.. on the way to St John.. I vomit liao sia.. OMG
what wrong with me..

The time now is 2.45am...
oh no.. why i still awake??
Is there sometime wrong in my mind???
i had been sleep less than 2 hr per day sia..
SIAO LIAO LA

haiz.. anyway.. i feel a drifting between us..
but i sure.. i not giving me..
but to revise myself.. to perform the best...
.... ar.. Can i???
i been telling myself.. yes i can.. yes i can
Hopefully i can...

sleep sleep sleep... i wan to sleep.. PLS

wishes

2010-01-15T15:02:00.001-08:00

oohhh... no another sleeepless night again..
haiz....
what wrong with me??????

my heart and brain all got problem liao .. siao la

I come across this question...

If the god can grant you one whish, what do you wan??
Longlife of wealth???
Longlife of Health???

NO!!! I will not want...
What i only want.... is
A longlife of happiness for you...

The Days without You - Day 1

2010-01-15T09:34:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 1

Once again.. right here so lonely...
You are far away from me again..

I have been keeping myself busy.. since the moment you left..
I work.. I do.. I out...
The miss i suffer... already cant put in words to be written here.

I cant help wtih all the misses..
but
to let you know that,
I miss you.. I do love you.. too..
Take Care of yourself while you are out...

I feeling down.... real down..
I like to have you by my side... but i cant..
No matter what....
You have my words...
I will not shut down ...
my care and love for you....

Sleep... i want to sleep...
trying to get sleep.....

Take care... dear...... Good night....

YOu wan to do this i will do that

2010-01-13T22:51:00.000-08:00

You wan to do this.. no problem i will do the same thing..

sorry..

2010-01-13T22:30:00.000-08:00

i am sorry of what.. i couldnt done for you...
I think i am the one who bring you to this stage...

SOrry....

i will help you in any area which you need.. Pls..

Battle of un-discover

2010-01-12T16:47:00.000-08:00

another sleepless night.. 3 nights liao..
think best way to torture oneself is to be sleepless..

jogging at 2am.. cool.. going canteen at 5.30am..
i not going to give up the life until i throw in the towel..
(to lie FLAT on ground.. haahaa)

mum nag at me.. again.. and again..
i could only keep silent and.. nothing i can do..

after a few sleepless night.. think and thought..
well..
i give in my last effort to make it to the end point
unless you have give up on me..

I had decides something..
it might change the path way of me..

**These two days i will know i can get the pass for you or not
If i cant get it..
i will away from Royal Catering...
w.e.f 18/01/2010.................................

i am tired liao

2010-01-11T21:27:00.000-08:00

i am tired already..

ways after ways..
but i cant get you..

i am sleepy..
but i cant get to sleep..

tell me the outcome and i may able to accept it...
but
i cant accept it suddenly get away from me liao

failure had proven to me.. he won the battle of mine...
i had lost in the battle of..
L....
O...
V...
E...

I am a failure of all.. that what i can say myself...

try,,,

2010-01-11T16:52:00.000-08:00

To you..

I might not be the exactly medicine
but
I can be the next medicine for you

I might not be the exactly key
but
i can the new key to your new heart

i had done wrong again!!!

2010-01-11T16:17:00.000-08:00

I had been sleepless for 2 nights liao..
haiz.. i had done wrong again...
things that i should do.. i never do
things that i shoild not do.. i go and do..

To you,

The most stupid things I have done is the hurt you again
No matter how many times of sorry i had said
which will not heal you...

I believe myself really wake up already.. knowing you
I lost confident to myself.. which i had sms you the reason.

There is nothing i really hope from you..
BUT
to let me have a chance
to let me really understand and taking care of you

I PROMISE...
it will not happen one more time.. even half time.. 1/4 time.. 1/8 time...

Lastly
I know what happen to me liao
Yes you are right...
I take you more important than me myself..

what wrong with me now??

2010-01-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

I think something wrong with me again???

WHAT WRONG WITH ME NOW????????

The more I wanted u to be mine...
The more I afraid i will lose you...

Am i affected by what people say??
Am i affected by what people think??
Am i affected by what people see??

Can you tell me??? Am i worth??

Welcome... 2010.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

2010-01-04T07:15:00.000-08:00

Greeting to alls,

Happy New Year to all my dear friends out there.... Great ahead of 2010.. Enjoy it..

Today Actually quite relax down liao.. nothing much things happen around me.. except.. i dare to face what i feel now...

To You,
I'm not showing you that i can touch you..
but
what i want to show you is..
I am sincerly toward you.

No one can open up the lock toward your heart.. except you.
I can feel the hurt.. and pain you have been suffered.
can I heal it for you by my true feeling and true attitude for you.

I understood what you have gone throught before,

I dont expect anything from you,
But
Just a chance for me.. to take care and share whatever your pain with you.

I am serious toward you and thanks for letting me have a chance to tell you this.

at times

2009-12-29T00:46:00.000-08:00

when the times came along.. it was alone...
when the times bypass.. it was bypassed??

Dreams... Hopes.. Wishes...

Neither I believe in any of the dreams i dreamt
Neither I believe in any of the hopes i hoped
Neither I believe in any of the wishes i wished

Gone, is already Gone..

Somethings that missing out from you.. are already missed.
I once lost you.. i let you went away from me..
No regret.. i had let you gone..

I had found another of you..
I cherish you.. i will not let my hand go...

But..........................................

2009 left 2 days and it will gone......
and
2010 have coming soon....
i hope i can have you with me...
by my side...
No worries for you.. leave worries to me...
I hope i can take care of you.. not only 2010..
but for 2011..2012..2013...2014...2015..2016..2017...2018...2019...2020..2021..2022...2023..
and everlasting.....

2010.. will bring you all the lucks.. and enjoyful time.

Cheers....

sentosa

2009-12-28T08:29:00.001-08:00

sentosa... taken by daniel camera

telling u

2009-12-28T08:21:00.000-08:00

anyway.. by this time hope you really understand....

who is good, who is bad... doesn't matter
as long you can feel, see, and know the person who is really good to you.

i might be silly to be telling you at this time.
but i feel.. there is nothing to be proved only sincerlity
i treat you with a whole hearted..sincerly

i don't deserve any payback from you.. nor reward..
but i only hope you can tell me, I do stand a chance.....

explain

2009-12-27T09:03:00.000-08:00

i not telling pple u make me look silly..

i only comment on why i treat pple good... i will become silly..
i got my reason to treat u .. good..
u got the reason say i am silly
but i rather become silly that not continue what i think i should do lor..
u know what i mean.. u know how i feel one lor.. hahahahahahaha

STUPID

2009-12-27T08:18:00.000-08:00

why??? i got no right i do my own thing meh?? why i need to scare of pple??? I dun understand sia.. something i feel is personal.. SO what the HELL MAH!!!!!!!!!!! aiya anything la.. what pple say i juz follow lor..

then will become.. SILLY liao

work out day

2009-12-27T07:48:00.000-08:00

tired and.. fun..

today head to sentosa wif.. daniel.. bruce.. and of cos jingwen and eysle..

swim... volleyball.. hahhahaa so tired le

christmas......day....

2009-12-25T02:49:00.000-08:00

hiz.. wat a boring christmas day.. work.. no fun........

should i

2009-12-22T09:42:00.000-08:00

last wishes for 2009..

to you,

i dont really hope i can have a chance.. but i only ask for a chance to be by ur side..
i cant be a prefect one.. but i can be a guiding angel by ur side..

merry christmas to you...
may all you wishes come true and laughters alway by ur side...

confused....

2009-12-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

haiz.. confused now.. alway got mis-understand by other... actually i still haven take up yet.. still trying to figure out should i go for it or to back out now... i only scare putting the more.. it will sadden the most sia...

idont guess too far.. the nearest will alway is the answer.. but not too near as u think also..

i know

2009-12-16T21:11:00.001-08:00

i already know who is good who is bad.. but too bad i already treat the bad one good.. then the good one bad.. that lifes... i so stupid!!!!!!!

last post...

2009-12-15T01:31:00.000-08:00

this might be the last posting liao.. haiz.. i already understand and found my direction liao..

sorry for keeping someone confused so much and me myself.. hehehe

we are friends forever...

you are back, I am strong

2009-12-13T05:49:00.000-08:00

so tired.. finally this week had end.. ya end with a busy week.. think sleep less that 20 hours for 7 days sia.

I am down.. i am up..
and i afraid of down.. i got to be up to myself..

nothing can stand in my way.. I MUST BE .. COOL..

lucky u r back.. i been missing u.. missing the times of u... and urs..

Thanks for your help.. i really realise that what i had done to others are not workable.
I never do anything for u.. but when i need help.. u really help me.. Thanks..!!!!!!!!!!

*I SWAER and PROMISE you.. no matter what, when u need help.. I WILL ALWAYS STAND BY FOR YOU. UNLIMITED AND TIMELESS...

canteen

2009-12-10T19:21:00.001-08:00

oh no... i now at UPS canteen... so tired... hehehhe

i'm afraid

2009-12-10T09:56:00.000-08:00

i'm afraid,

of losing.. i dont want to lose... i dont want to be out..

why always is me?? why??

to u, i afraid what i thinking now.. my heart had been filled up with miss and care of u...

i am myself.... myself is me..
pls.. i am a human too.......

this is for you.. only you

2009-12-09T10:19:00.000-08:00

this is specially for you.. only you

At This Moment
am I drawing
to remember or to erase

And
For that moment
is it easy to draw
to remember or to erase

For certain moment
I am drawing
to remember of the erased

For the moment
Drawing for me
is to erase the remembered

hope you can read this and understand it...
you are the one i mention here...

The Days without You - Day 2

2009-12-09T09:59:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 2

times after times,

today seem like something wrong on me.. everythings went wrong for me.
event at silversea.. haiz.. changing here and there.. difficult to deal with them.
stupid chinaware.. i think i sprain my back.. cant event turn properly

I am restless.. i am tired.. i am powerless.. WHY WHY WHY????

is it due to lack of sleep??? Or, is it whethere i am missing you?

I know myself.. i know the answer.. i know what wrong...

suffer.. am i suffering just because you are not around me?

days without you is just days without goal.. lifeless..

you should be back,, i know you will be back.. i can be backed for you..

enjoy lor

2009-12-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

yoz.. miss cheryl.. enjoy ur stay in BKK lor hehehee

tired......

2009-12-09T05:34:00.000-08:00

tired.. super tired.. what wrong with me today???

i CANT sleep

2009-12-08T10:27:00.001-08:00

oh.. my god.. I cant SLEEP le.. How... how.. 1st time like that

emo..emo..emo..

2009-12-08T10:22:00.000-08:00

emo....emo...emo..emo... someone asked me.. why emo tonight??

I cant answer... haiz.. dis-hearted abt something lor.. anyway i know where i stand.. there is nothing to do with all the pple outside...

emo also not really becos of this,, but... is to.. m***ing someone...

I guess ... no.. i cant guess my feel liao...

The happy times

2009-12-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

hasan& Ryan

Faziel & Hasan

Chris & Hasan

BOSS (john) & Hasan

The Days without You - Day 1

2009-12-08T08:38:00.000-08:00

The Days without You - Day 1

Hours by hours,
mins by mins,
secs by secs,

Why it moved so slowly today?? And i missing you or i had missed the times of you??
i think... i have been missing the missed times of you.

Today also is my trainnee last day of service in my company. I had organised a farewell BBQ for him. I think out of 6 trainnee.. he is the only one being treated so good by us. Indeed he did WELL for us too. Good luck and ALL the BEST to u.. HASAN...

*I must thanks cheryl too.. haaha last min helping up to get this and that.. Thanks lor.. hehehe (i didn't bad mouth you lor... hehehe)

As the chinese say, tian xia wu bu shan zi yen xi, so refresh myself and get the days on.

Alone in the room.. updating the blog, i been missing you, i see u, i talk to you but.. i never feel you around. . . hope to see you soon back... with miss... D.c

To: Cheryl

2009-12-02T01:56:00.001-08:00

To miss Cheryl.....

During the days when we are in Curtin university,

... during those nites... u r sound asleep.. i can doing set up for the next day event.....

from,

Dr, Mr, Dennis Chua

welcome december

2009-12-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

december.. hello... challenger.....

tired tired tired

2009-11-30T22:55:00.000-08:00

work is tired.. life is tired.. haiz why so tired here and there one.... i must keep going.....

wedding @ bukit batok

2009-11-29T19:30:00.000-08:00

some pics on wedding @ bukit batok

Curtin kIlled ME!!!!!

2009-11-29T18:39:00.000-08:00

seem like i now monthly then update the blog liao.. hahaha.. begining of the nov.. seem like quite relax month for me.. month start.. no events one.. slowly enter mid month.. SIAO LIAO LA.. why all the big event come sia.. got St Stephen 680 pax.. St anthony 500 pax for 2 day.. wa lau all the events chong one ah.. 200 butle at Singapore Exhibition Hall.. on 17nov..

This all is not the end yet.. Ritz Events @ Curtin University.. really KILLED me die die.. 1st day all the way complain.. say standard not up.. wa lau .. u know.. the menu look simple but.. work is difficult sia.... 3rd day change to FULL SET CHINAWARE.. really.. hang up liao.. mid night set up also.. wed 25 hawker stall.. clearing.. haiz.. i all the way tahan till my dear HARi RaYA HAJi.. saturday still got wedding to chong sia..

is My liFE gONE??? NO WAY, I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so long no blog liao

2009-11-01T05:36:00.001-08:00

aiyo.. ever since back from bangkok never do any blog liao.. hahaa
lazy lazy lazy.. this is the reason lor.. right..

Life

2009-10-12T10:25:00.001-07:00

finally bangkok trip end... back to singapore.. touch ground @12.33pm. Iy had been 6 days away from singapore.
mankind is alway like that.. will alway think of enjoyment. we leave bangkok with full load of shopping things.. filled up with 2 luggage. will miss bangkok.
what make me remember of bangkok, of cos is the pple there.. the staffs from the hotel, streets people, and the taxi driver.
we meet a taxi driver there.. kind enough that bring us along to walk and follow us. never mention any amount from us. honest. I think thai pple basically are honest. thrumb up!!!

BKK i love u

2009-10-08T17:51:00.000-07:00

Bangkok is a wonderful place to shop.. to do anything u wish to do.. watching Live pron right in front of u.. shopping.... Massage.. is so wonderful cheap here.. And also the FOOD.... Excellent sia.. nowhere can ready find this lift liao..
Almost forget i come here is to do purchasing for company decor.. Oh oh.. money going to finish liao lor.. hahahaa