Simplicity.

when the times came along.. it was alone...
when the times bypass.. it was bypassed??

Dreams... Hopes.. Wishes...

Neither I believe in any of the dreams i dreamt
Neither I believe in any of the hopes i hoped
Neither I believe in any of the wishes i wished

Gone, is already Gone..

Somethings that missing out from you.. are already missed.
I once lost you.. i let you went away from me..
No regret.. i had let you gone..

I had found another of you..
I cherish you.. i will not let my hand go...

But..........................................

2009 left 2 days and it will gone......
and
2010 have coming soon....
i hope i can have you with me...
by my side...
No worries for you.. leave worries to me...
I hope i can take care of you.. not only 2010..
but for 2011..2012..2013...2014...2015..2016..2017...2018...2019...2020..2021..2022...2023..
and everlasting.....

2010.. will bring you all the lucks.. and enjoyful time.

Cheers....

♥ 12:46 AM

sentosa... taken by daniel camera

♥ 8:29 AM

anyway.. by this time hope you really understand....

who is good, who is bad... doesn't matter
as long you can feel, see, and know the person who is really good to you.

i might be silly to be telling you at this time.
but i feel.. there is nothing to be proved only sincerlity
i treat you with a whole hearted..sincerly

i don't deserve any payback from you.. nor reward..
but i only hope you can tell me, I do stand a chance.....

♥ 8:21 AM

i not telling pple u make me look silly..

i only comment on why i treat pple good... i will become silly..
i got my reason to treat u .. good..
u got the reason say i am silly
but i rather become silly that not continue what i think i should do lor..
u know what i mean.. u know how i feel one lor.. hahahahahahaha

♥ 9:03 AM

why??? i got no right i do my own thing meh?? why i need to scare of pple??? I dun understand sia.. something i feel is personal.. SO what the HELL MAH!!!!!!!!!!! aiya anything la.. what pple say i juz follow lor..

then will become.. SILLY liao

♥ 8:18 AM

tired and.. fun..

today head to sentosa wif.. daniel.. bruce.. and of cos jingwen and eysle..

swim... volleyball.. hahhahaa so tired le

♥ 7:48 AM

hiz.. wat a boring christmas day.. work.. no fun........

♥ 2:49 AM

last wishes for 2009..

to you,

i dont really hope i can have a chance.. but i only ask for a chance to be by ur side..
i cant be a prefect one.. but i can be a guiding angel by ur side..

merry christmas to you...
may all you wishes come true and laughters alway by ur side...

♥ 9:42 AM

haiz.. confused now.. alway got mis-understand by other... actually i still haven take up yet.. still trying to figure out should i go for it or to back out now... i only scare putting the more.. it will sadden the most sia...

idont guess too far.. the nearest will alway is the answer.. but not too near as u think also..

♥ 8:12 AM

i already know who is good who is bad.. but too bad i already treat the bad one good.. then the good one bad.. that lifes... i so stupid!!!!!!!

♥ 9:11 PM

this might be the last posting liao.. haiz.. i already understand and found my direction liao..

sorry for keeping someone confused so much and me myself.. hehehe

we are friends forever...

♥ 1:31 AM

I love this song.. i specially delicated to you... only you

你最近不说话怎麽了
为什麽是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦下
一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束不要再痛苦下
一次会有更好的情路这一次我们都能很幸福

♥ 7:14 AM

so tired.. finally this week had end.. ya end with a busy week.. think sleep less that 20 hours for 7 days sia.

I am down.. i am up..
and i afraid of down.. i got to be up to myself..

nothing can stand in my way.. I MUST BE .. COOL..

lucky u r back.. i been missing u.. missing the times of u... and urs..

Thanks for your help.. i really realise that what i had done to others are not workable.
I never do anything for u.. but when i need help.. u really help me.. Thanks..!!!!!!!!!!

*I SWAER and PROMISE you.. no matter what, when u need help.. I WILL ALWAYS STAND BY FOR YOU. UNLIMITED AND TIMELESS...

♥ 5:49 AM

oh no... i now at UPS canteen... so tired... hehehhe

♥ 7:21 PM

i'm afraid,

of losing.. i dont want to lose... i dont want to be out..

why always is me?? why??

to u, i afraid what i thinking now.. my heart had been filled up with miss and care of u...

i am myself.... myself is me..
pls.. i am a human too.......

♥ 9:56 AM

this is specially for you.. only you

At This Moment
am I drawing
to remember or to erase

And
For that moment
is it easy to draw
to remember or to erase

For certain moment
I am drawing
to remember of the erased

For the moment
Drawing for me
is to erase the remembered

hope you can read this and understand it...
you are the one i mention here...

♥ 10:19 AM

The Days without You - Day 2

times after times,

today seem like something wrong on me.. everythings went wrong for me.
event at silversea.. haiz.. changing here and there.. difficult to deal with them.
stupid chinaware.. i think i sprain my back.. cant event turn properly

I am restless.. i am tired.. i am powerless.. WHY WHY WHY????

is it due to lack of sleep??? Or, is it whethere i am missing you?

I know myself.. i know the answer.. i know what wrong...

suffer.. am i suffering just because you are not around me?

days without you is just days without goal.. lifeless..

you should be back,, i know you will be back.. i can be backed for you..

♥ 9:59 AM

yoz.. miss cheryl.. enjoy ur stay in BKK lor hehehee

♥ 7:30 AM

tired.. super tired.. what wrong with me today???

♥ 5:34 AM

oh.. my god.. I cant SLEEP le.. How... how.. 1st time like that

♥ 10:27 AM

emo....emo...emo..emo... someone asked me.. why emo tonight??

I cant answer... haiz.. dis-hearted abt something lor.. anyway i know where i stand.. there is nothing to do with all the pple outside...

emo also not really becos of this,, but... is to.. m***ing someone...

I guess ... no.. i cant guess my feel liao...

♥ 10:22 AM

hasan& Ryan

Faziel & Hasan

Chris & Hasan

BOSS (john) & Hasan

♥ 9:01 AM

The Days without You - Day 1

Hours by hours,
mins by mins,
secs by secs,

Why it moved so slowly today?? And i missing you or i had missed the times of you??
i think... i have been missing the missed times of you.

Today also is my trainnee last day of service in my company. I had organised a farewell BBQ for him. I think out of 6 trainnee.. he is the only one being treated so good by us. Indeed he did WELL for us too. Good luck and ALL the BEST to u.. HASAN...

*I must thanks cheryl too.. haaha last min helping up to get this and that.. Thanks lor.. hehehe (i didn't bad mouth you lor... hehehe)

As the chinese say, tian xia wu bu shan zi yen xi, so refresh myself and get the days on.

Alone in the room.. updating the blog, i been missing you, i see u, i talk to you but.. i never feel you around. . . hope to see you soon back... with miss... D.c

♥ 8:38 AM

To miss Cheryl.....

During the days when we are in Curtin university,

... during those nites... u r sound asleep.. i can doing set up for the next day event.....

from,

Dr, Mr, Dennis Chua

♥ 1:56 AM

december.. hello... challenger.....

♥ 1:52 AM