Simplicity.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

痴心是什麼？
是愛一個人不求回報,
還是愛一個人到
失去感覺的地步.
最後一次的疼愛
也是'放開手
當痴心再怎麼也挽不回你愛的人
選擇放開手是唯一的安慰
為了你勇敢地去愛
最後只有眼淚懂自己的心情
但是愛是最美麗的也是最殘酷的

♥ 8:21 PM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

virus attack me..
down with flu

finally i fall sick liao.. heheee
sleepless night for 1 whole week liao
i think i sleep less than 24 hr for 1 week sia

to you....
I MISS YOU!!!!!
dunno u miss me not.. heheehee

♥ 7:48 AM

Monday, January 25, 2010

feeling terrible now....
flu liao siao.. sore throat.. haiz...

but i will always be strong...

actually feel very happy to see you...
but
i just cant express out my happiness..

i got a strange feeling....
i think... i better dont feel too much..
wait feel wrongly again,, haahaa

ya.. maybe i think too much..
when especially i lack of sleep

anyway.. stand strong.. be strong..
nothing can stand in my way...

♥ 9:47 AM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

The Days without You - Day 3

Life is always an incomplete sentence.......
There will alway be , ! ? . haahaa
, = should it whether to be continue??
! = should it whether can be continue??
?- should it whether be it to continue??
. = should it whethere want continue??

confused.. confused.. confused...

since last wed till now.. sleep less that 12 hrs liao..
last night also never sleep.. haiz..
that why i think best way to torture is to be sleepless...
but dont get me wrong.. i got no time to sleep haahaa

maybe can you get me a answer???
i alway think to myself..
Yes, you are worth for me to wait...
but...
我发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

Love.. consisits
Care
Concern
Endure
Respect
Trust
Understanding

which one I had miss out????? Soul Searching one..

You coming back.. and missing bypass soon..

I am powerless liao.. maybe i tired..
Alot things i wish i can do for you..
but i dont have the chance..

But... But...
i will wait.. cos u worth me take care of you...

*i might end the online dairy liao..
i just feel that no matter how much miss i have tell you..
it all are in words only..
i will like to let you see the action and let u know the missed i had on you.

♥ 6:45 AM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

The Days without You - Day 2

all the fun.. laughter.. enjoyment.. nice one!!

wake up by Ryan call.. again..
meet him for breakfast at my hse.. suprise see elyse..
she service staff at hillvista la.. haahaaa

runing around with him..
running shoe come liao.. must start to run tonight lor.. heehee

To you...
wish ur 4D come down first prize lor.. HUAT A!!!!!!!!

missed?? maybe this miss had become a wish.. or a ...
let me see what word i should use...
A PRAY!! Ya.. Pray that you are safe and enjoying.
Haa HAaa haa

♥ 6:53 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010

♥ 12:30 PM

The Days without You - Day 1

Once again.. you had left me alone here.....
You got more important things to do..
Congrat to your family....

This few days busy about grand ma's "gong teck"
3 days.. only sleep 5hrs.. oops.. i'm tired sia

The gong teck cost 30k.. paper hse.. 12K.. wow.. so much sia
40ft base.. 28ft tall haaha... think s'pore is the biggest liao...

Anyway.. cememony is over liao.. HUAT AH!!! HUAT AH!! HUAT AH!!!

I'm sitting here.. with empty minded

But at least my mind is full of all misses.. for you...

i miss you...

life is alway like that.. when you not around..
there alway a special miss of you.. haahaa

well.. enjoy yourself there.. take a break ok..

♥ 12:22 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i am super hungry.. i really didnt eat for whole day.. since.. morning..
help
me
haahaa

♥ 8:38 AM

this 2 two days will busy for my grandma.. gong ti.. hahaa
is sort of.. grouping all the death pple together one lor
headache with all the aunty sia

to me....
i really dun understand something..
why i cant let pple know i know u??
ar.. am i jian bu de guang or.. degrace???

anyway.. i dont think too much la..
u got ur reason.. and i promise u
i listen to u alway liao

HEad very pain now
haiz

♥ 8:11 AM

Monday, January 18, 2010

first day of the leave....

great day in malaysia JB.. heehee
no matter how u shop.. haahaa i not tired one..
you know.. is so lucky to accompany the loved one sia..
haahhaaa

anyway.. got enjoy a foot massage.. well cheap.. 40rm only

♥ 7:23 AM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

finally i fall asleep ard 2 plus.. haahaa..
but.. got wake up by a stupid call...
call fr mr ryan toh.. ask me go breakfast...
crazy sia...

♥ 5:08 PM

Saturday, January 16, 2010

oh no.... i still awake.. how???

♥ 11:20 AM

The Days without You - Day 2

Days after days....
Times after times....

It seem like so.. many days no see you liao..
is true from my botttom of my heart...
i had been missing you..

On Board Performace Peak today...
Shit.. i thought i from Navy 195 Sqn.. wouldn't seasick sia..
but.. on the way to St John.. I vomit liao sia.. OMG
what wrong with me..

The time now is 2.45am...
oh no.. why i still awake??
Is there sometime wrong in my mind???
i had been sleep less than 2 hr per day sia..
SIAO LIAO LA

haiz.. anyway.. i feel a drifting between us..
but i sure.. i not giving me..
but to revise myself.. to perform the best...
.... ar.. Can i???
i been telling myself.. yes i can.. yes i can
Hopefully i can...

sleep sleep sleep... i wan to sleep.. PLS

♥ 10:28 AM

Friday, January 15, 2010

oohhh... no another sleeepless night again..
haiz....
what wrong with me??????

my heart and brain all got problem liao .. siao la

I come across this question...

If the god can grant you one whish, what do you wan??
Longlife of wealth???
Longlife of Health???

NO!!! I will not want...
What i only want.... is
A longlife of happiness for you...

♥ 3:02 PM

The Days without You - Day 1

Once again.. right here so lonely...
You are far away from me again..

I have been keeping myself busy.. since the moment you left..
I work.. I do.. I out...
The miss i suffer... already cant put in words to be written here.

I cant help wtih all the misses..
but
to let you know that,
I miss you.. I do love you.. too..
Take Care of yourself while you are out...

I feeling down.... real down..
I like to have you by my side... but i cant..
No matter what....
You have my words...
I will not shut down ...
my care and love for you....

Sleep... i want to sleep...
trying to get sleep.....

Take care... dear...... Good night....

♥ 9:34 AM

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

You wan to do this.. no problem i will do the same thing..

♥ 10:51 PM

i am sorry of what.. i couldnt done for you...
I think i am the one who bring you to this stage...

SOrry....

i will help you in any area which you need.. Pls..

♥ 10:30 PM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

another sleepless night.. 3 nights liao..
think best way to torture oneself is to be sleepless..

jogging at 2am.. cool.. going canteen at 5.30am..
i not going to give up the life until i throw in the towel..
(to lie FLAT on ground.. haahaa)

mum nag at me.. again.. and again..
i could only keep silent and.. nothing i can do..

after a few sleepless night.. think and thought..
well..
i give in my last effort to make it to the end point
unless you have give up on me..

I had decides something..
it might change the path way of me..

**These two days i will know i can get the pass for you or not
If i cant get it..
i will away from Royal Catering...
w.e.f 18/01/2010.................................

♥ 4:47 PM

Monday, January 11, 2010

i am tired already..

ways after ways..
but i cant get you..

i am sleepy..
but i cant get to sleep..

tell me the outcome and i may able to accept it...
but
i cant accept it suddenly get away from me liao

failure had proven to me.. he won the battle of mine...
i had lost in the battle of..
L....
O...
V...
E...

I am a failure of all.. that what i can say myself...

♥ 9:27 PM

To you..

I might not be the exactly medicine
but
I can be the next medicine for you

I might not be the exactly key
but
i can the new key to your new heart

♥ 4:52 PM

I had been sleepless for 2 nights liao..
haiz.. i had done wrong again...
things that i should do.. i never do
things that i shoild not do.. i go and do..

To you,

The most stupid things I have done is the hurt you again
No matter how many times of sorry i had said
which will not heal you...

I believe myself really wake up already.. knowing you
I lost confident to myself.. which i had sms you the reason.

There is nothing i really hope from you..
BUT
to let me have a chance
to let me really understand and taking care of you

I PROMISE...
it will not happen one more time.. even half time.. 1/4 time.. 1/8 time...

Lastly
I know what happen to me liao
Yes you are right...
I take you more important than me myself..

♥ 4:17 PM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

I think something wrong with me again???

WHAT WRONG WITH ME NOW????????

The more I wanted u to be mine...
The more I afraid i will lose you...

Am i affected by what people say??
Am i affected by what people think??
Am i affected by what people see??

Can you tell me??? Am i worth??

♥ 6:12 AM

Monday, January 4, 2010

Greeting to alls,

Happy New Year to all my dear friends out there.... Great ahead of 2010.. Enjoy it..

Today Actually quite relax down liao.. nothing much things happen around me.. except.. i dare to face what i feel now...

To You,
I'm not showing you that i can touch you..
but
what i want to show you is..
I am sincerly toward you.

No one can open up the lock toward your heart.. except you.
I can feel the hurt.. and pain you have been suffered.
can I heal it for you by my true feeling and true attitude for you.

I understood what you have gone throught before,

I dont expect anything from you,
But
Just a chance for me.. to take care and share whatever your pain with you.

I am serious toward you and thanks for letting me have a chance to tell you this.

♥ 7:15 AM